The past few weeks have been the HARDEST of my breast cancer journey thus far. My current reality is, I am waiting to have an ultrasound-guided biopsy on Thursday of this week to determine if the cancer I fought with all that I had in me to eradicate from my left breast is now trying to reoccur in the same breast.
It has been a real struggle mentally, physically, and most definitely, emotionally to try to prepare myself for what the outcome of the biopsy may be. But, more than that it has been even harder for me to wrap my mind around the notion that my Love, my Jesus, would subject me to even the possibility of starting “Round 2” in a fight that I truly believed was OVER. Knowing me intimately, when He spoke the words in the image I created below it pacified and truly comforted my tumultuous storm of angry, negative, thoughts and emotions, steeped in doubt and confusion.
With purpose, I am daily doing what He instructed and setting aside the time and space for just Him and me where He successfully, without exception, calms my heart so I am able to see clearly no matter what I am experiencing, wherever I am, He is. And as long as He is there, ALL IS WELL! I pray His words bless and encourage you in whatever storm you may be passing through or just your daily living as much as they encouraged me!
“…And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age (Matthew 28:20 NIV).”; “The thief does not come except to steal, and to kill, and to destroy. I have come that they may have life, and that they may have it more abundantly (John 10:10 NKJV).”